I know "who" I am I just don't always understand ME...

To explain...

I'm not a weak person!  I'm not someone who looks at the empty glass and complains...I fill the damn thing up!  If I get sick I whine to my husband yet no one else ever knows unless they know me well enough to hear it in my voice.  Frustration to me is listening to people complain about the most ignorant self loathing piety-party minute moments in their lives!  Frustration to me is NOT UNDERSTANDING "why" I feel that way!  Not everyone can be me...not everyone can look at life with it's bumps and hurdles with a smile on their face...Right?!?!

Well if this is "right" and not everyone can do what I do in finding fulfillment in an empty glass then why don't I understand myself? Think about it...I know I have...AND...this is the answer I've come up with...

I will find ME...I will understand ME...I'm on a mission...FOR ME!